December 2010
275 posts
“Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light.”
—Helen Keller
“Let us dance in graveyards and revel in our sins. The heavens don’t want us and hells can’t find us. So surrender your innocence me and enjoy this bedlam while we still can.”
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Hyde.
- Tom's mother: People think that Hyde is Rage. Or Hate. Or Greed. Or Lust. But Hyde is far worse.
- Claire Jackman: Then what is he?
- Tom's mother: [beat] What was the first day you knew you could kill someone, anyone at all, if you had to?
- Claire Jackman: The first time I held my children.
“It’s our oldest, deadliest impulse, the need to protect our own at the expense of any other living thing… and we give that impulse such a nice name. Hyde… is Love - and Love is a psychopath.”
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“God save me from my friends; from my enemies I can defend myself.”
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My Little Secret: My mom was hammered at my High School graduation. My father didn't show up at all.
This is one of my Little Secrets. What’s one of yours?
They tell me to write down how I feel when I get upset. ...It never turns out the way I want it to, so I get frustrated and the smallest things set me off. ..And I can't talk about it, so they tell me to write about it.
58.) i hide behind who others want met to be because if i dont, i will be standing alone.
64.) I’m paranoid, scared, insecure, and lonely.
82.) You should go eat some makeup, that way you can be a little prettier on the inside.
104.) I’m so sick of having people in my life that don’t care about me half as much as I care about them.
109.) I hate it when people assume things about you and they don’t even know what the fuck is going on in your life or whatever it is you’re going through.
107.) I miss my best friend. She was my world. We went through so much together. Then one day it was just all taken away from us. I would do anything to get it back, but I can't. I could get in so much trouble for even breathing in her general direction. Everyone I know would take everything and more away from me. They would literally take away any form of free will I have. It kills me that they claim they love me. I know it's "for my best interest", but I feel like they don't understand. Right after things happened I didn't know what to do with myself. I almost made some terrible decisions just because I thought I had no one there for me. I have lost so much, but I know it will make sense. I just have to keep on fighting. I just wish I could have had more say in the way things turned out. Over time I pray that it will make sense. For anyone who has ever felt alone know that you aren't. So many people love you. Life is unfair, but at the end of the day everything happens for a reason. You are loved. It will be okay.
112.) my parents dont know how broken i am inside
